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For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. - 2 Timothy 1:7

Nov 2, 2011

02.11.11

its one day after the 'magical' 01.11.11.
i guess everyone will be anticipating 11.11.11 next.
well, its worth looking forward to, cause 11th is one day before pay-day!
hahahha.... hohoo...

i need more self-initiative and motivation to
  1. exercise (yoga jogging)
  2. go for my facials
  3. prepare for next year (etc notes, worksheets, tests, events etc)
  4. sort out old clothes
  5. go out more
  6. READ
  7. EARN MONEY
  8. feel LESS guilty about not doing any of the above
item #1
It's terrible how sloth get its power over me. i have lost interest in doin yoga, something i liked to do in the past. sign to be doomed for depression.

item #2
the pores on my face are getting macroscopic and clogged. a bit scarred too. like gym membership, my facial appointments should keep up too.

item #3
there's a lot of work I can prepare. to avoid the rush next year. preparation to a hiccup-free and smooth-going year. *cheers*

item #4
I have lots of clothes. i should sort them out and sell them on blogs or flea market. pass them to others to make more space for new clothes.

item #5
going outdoors creates more opportunities to wear the clothes i bought :)
looking at new things or talking to people can make me happy too.

item #6
i am curious about many things. i am drained and no longer motivated to anything. so it will be of good news if i am able to read a book properly n learn something.

item #7
yea, recently i feel really deprived of vitamin M. although i do have a reasonably average pay.

item #8
an idle mind kills.
and i am suffering with a crazy-lazy mind. i need to go back and question myself. whats is my purpose of doing everything and anything. feeling guilty of wanting to doing nothing just makes me miserable.

what are the things that i can do to make myself happy?

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. - Philippians 4:8

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