last assignm

its good to finish my last assignm for the semester, which was on designing of an instructional package for chemistry! weee...!!

although i have many things planned this hols, a part of me is still pretty afraid to be left alone. not that i am demeaning the company of good friends, but i somehow feel that i am too social a person. my moods and the things i do are highly affected by the people around me. i am constantly lookin out for activities to do, plus i feel and do things for others most of the time. not very objective, always thinking abt the past and worryin abt the future. that's not very right.

maybe i am exaggeratin here. its jus an observation i made of myself. but, at my age, it is only natural that my social circle is to expand. but hopefully i will grow to be more accepting, open-minded and less self-critical, that i can also grow to be more in touch with myself and to be more comfortable on my own. *zen-ness*

i know i can.
:)